All at once

Dear RF...

All at once
I fin'lly took a moment
And I'm realizing that
You're not coming back
And it fin'lly hit me
All at once

All at once
I started counting teardrops
And at least a million fell
My eyes began to swell
And all my dreams were shattered
All at once

Ever since I met you
You're the only love I've known
And I can't forget you
Though I must face it all alone

All at once
I'm drifting on a lonely sea
Wishing you'd come back to me
And that's all that matters now
All at once
I'm drifting on a lonely sea
Holding on to memories
And it hurts me more than you know
So much more than it shows
All at once

All at once
I looked around and found that
You were with another love
In someone else's arms
And all my dreams were shattered
All at once

All at once
The smile that used to greet me
Brightened someone else's day
She took your smile away
And left me with just mem'ries
All at once

Ever since I met you
You're the only love I've known
And I can't forget you
Though I must face it all alone

All at once
I'm drifting on a lonely sea
Wishing you'd come back to me
And that's all that matters now
All at once
I'm drifting on a lonely sea
Holding on to memories
And it hurts me more than you know
So much more than it shows
All at once

All at once
I'm drifting on a lonely sea
Wishing you'd come back to me
And it hurts me more than you know
So much more than it shows
All at once

And that's all that matters now
All at once
I'm drifting on a lonely sea
Wishing you'd come back to me
And it hurts me more than you know
All at once

Leaving On A Jet Plane.....

Im not actually leaving on a jet plane but 22nd August will be my last day working at NLA. Beginning 24th August 2009 onwards I will start working at a new company named Strand Aerospace Malaysia Sdn Bhd which located somewhere at Cyberjaya.

Honestly, when you are about to leave your current work place. The heart to work and complete the notice is not there and time flies real slow.

Wild World ....

A song dedicated to me by RF...




La...la...la...la...la
Now that I've lost everything to you
You say you want to start something new
And it's breaking my heart you're leaving
Baby I'm grieving
And if you wanna leave take good care
Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
A lot of nice things turn bad out there
Oh baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
(yeah...) oh baby, it's a wild world
I'll always remember you like a child girl
You know I've seen a lot of
What the world can do
And it's breaking my heart in two
Coz I never want to see you sad girl
Don't be a bad girl
But if you wanna leave take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
Just remember there's
A lot of bad and beware
La...la...la...la...la...baby I love you.

Dinner at Look Out Point dated 31 July 2009

I suggested to K.Ila to have dinner at a place called Look Out Point which is located on a hill somewhere near to Hulu Langat. A cozy place with a magnificent view. Since this coming 22nd of August will be my last day at NLA, I was thinking to invite my lovely bro Akir to join us.

A day before the dinner, Akir rang me and he wanted to ask for my permission to allow his Manager a.k.a. my former lover hehehehe Faizal to join us. I was told he really insisted to join us after finding out about my resignation.

It was a dinner that I will never forget for the rest of my life cos I had the thought to take Faizal to the place long time back before we broke off. Since I will be leaving NLA very very soon... what the heck!


















We left the place around 11pm and after an hour later Akir rang me again. He wanted to have a drink with me and continue our conversation. I gave my consent provided it must be near to my house. I chose Hamedia at Desa Pandan. Akir, Faizal and I sat there chatting until half past three then I have to make a move.