Love makes me miss UK

Feeling gloomy with never ending love story that hit my vain with high voltage of heart breaking decease. As the result, I wish I can run back to UK. Miss my good old days with trouble but full of fun.


with my mate Izwah & siblings a.k.a. my best manchunian navigator


with stanley road wacky frenz


night outing with housemate @ Harry Potter's book launched


The best place to scream like mad!


Raya at Old Trafford





My sis Dee during my visit to Ireland 2005


My unforgettable london trip

Is it too late for me?

Nobody ever sees me the way he looked deep into me. Despite of all the rumours he heard about me ofcoz all the negative ones. However, I entered his life too late coz he's about to step fwd into another chapter of his life soon with someone that is surely not going to be me. Will I be given the chance though it might be too late for me.

Siapalah Aku

Siapalah aku ini
Yang ingin memetik cintamu
Siapalah seadanya
Diriku di sisimu

Kau punya segalanya
Sedangkan aku insan hina
Hidupku penuh dengan kisah duka
Antara kita jurang nya berbeza

Biarlah usahlah
Bermain dengan api
Kelaknya terbakar sendiri

Biarlah tersimpan
Segala perasaan
Rahsia hatiku terhadapmu
Siapalah aku

mama

It has been more than 13 years mama left my siblings and I. Time flies but the pain still remain.

Fiona's baby

hehehe... so cute lar. Now I feel like to have my own baby :p










The family...

The sweetest thing

It is half past two in the morning. It has been a tiring day for me but it was all paid off with an unexpected treat from someone who bought me a barrel of KFC. Thx dear...

Thanked god it's Friday... I have quite a list to be done over the weekend and looking fwd to meet my friend Fiona if possible. My cousin's wedding (Syaffieq) will be in July and my major task for the wedding is to make sure I safely bring his brother Abe who is coming back all the way from Germany to Tambun, Ipoh. Otherwise, I'll be witnessing a 20 year-old boy crying and rolling over the ground right after he disembarked from the flight. Hoping he is not reading this not until I got my Hard Rock Shirt hehehe...

Speaking of the devil, last Tuesday I took K.Liz to NLA Taman Melati for dinner. Guess what, she told me that evil demon Syaffieq was making fun of me during my disappearance coz I was away to Kelantan. He texted me and told me how cruel I was for leaving to Kelantan though I knew he and his family were coming over to my house. Well the only reason he was annoyed for my disappearance was due to failure of plan A to drag me along with them to have late drinks at mamak stall to enjoy s*****. As the result, they came out with plan B by pursuing my other cousin to join them. If I were around they will keep on bugging me.. 'Kak Long jom lar gi s***** , jom lar gi'.

Syaffieq, Abe and Age are among my closest cousin. Their mother is the youngest sister to my late mom. During school holidays, my late mom would send me to theirs so that I can spent my holidays there. Cant believe that one of them is getting married soon enough.Looking fwd to go to the wedding in July.

happy, sour and misery

The torture and misery almost end today. It has been a wacky week to me and my department. Completely lost track of the hours and what's going around me.

Dont even get the chance to have a drink with my best buddy wendy. I was supposed to visit Fiona & her baby last weekend but I was reluctant to join Grace to her house last Sunday since that my temperature was a bit high and surely it wont be good for both baby and the mother.

Looking fwd to give her a visit over this weekend if possible. Wonder when will she paste her baby's pic in her blog or facebook.

Finding bridge to a happy relation

How do we know that one particular person is the one for you? I heard people say, there is no guarantee in relationship. When love is blossoming everything seems wonderful and sweet to them but once love has reached its climax it might turn out disaster and at the end of the day two person might resolve into difference direction.

We may fall in love so many times but I believe we will deeply and truly in love with only one person in our entire life. Someone that can make you smile when you feel down. Even though it was just a stupid joke to others but that doesn't matter coz what is important lies in your eyes and just listen to your heartbeat.

Have you ever fallen in love with someone in a glimpse of second. With just one look, your heart melt and hope grows at the corner of your heart that he feels the same too. Your dreams shattered and your heart broken into million pieces to know that the person you dream of is belong to some other woman. Your heart scream to know that someone is not a good companion to your dream lover. That's life and life is not easy. It is a reality for you to get what you need but not what you want.

Desire to be important to someone is everybody's wishes. My wish is just to find someone that can be my ears and a shoulder to cry on to. To the one that rest deeply inside my heart, will I have the time to share my tears and laughters with you...

Matahariku

Tertutup Sudah Pintu, Pintu Hatiku
Yang Pernah Dibuka Waktu Hanya Untukmu
Kini Kau Pergi Dari Hidupku
Kuharus Relakanmu Walau Aku Tak Mau

Berjuta Warna Pelangi Di Dalam Hati
Sejenak Luluh Bergeming Menjauh Pergi
Tak Ada Lagi Cahaya Suci
Semua Nada Beranjak Aku Terdiam Sepi

Dengarlah Matahariku, Suara Tangisanku
Kubersedih Karna Panah Cinta Menusuk Jantungku
Ucapkan Matahariku Puisi Tentang Hidupku
Tentangku Yang Tak Mampu Menaklukkan Waktu

Gift from Nani

During my last visit to Kelantan for my friend's wedding, my dear friend Nani who is currently working abroad came back for the wedding too. It has been a year since we last met. She will never forget to buy me a gift every time she comes back for holidays.

She knows how crazy I am collecting fridge magnet. Apparently, during her visit to Barcelona she bought me a beautiful magnet.



I simply love this cheeky magnet. my first look at the magnet, I did laugh out loud coz the magnet actually shows the main attraction of the place called Red Light District



Toro means taurus in Spain if I'm not mistaken.


Well Nani, I'm proudly say that your magnet is now displayed at my fridge along with my other collection of fridge magnets.

Be brave gal!

I feel sorry to my dear friend Wendy coz she told me that her dad has been admitted to the hospital yesterday. We were supposed to meet up at the Great Eastern Mall for drinks but had to cancel it due to her father illness. I hope she will stay strong and pray that her father will recover soon.